echoing-radiance

Hey folks. I'm bored shitless; just got off the phone with my Japanese teacher and I don't have any work I can do.... so I'm looking at Edvy fics x3;;; Meh, I don't think I'll go to my next lesson; fuck it, I'll just stay on the computer and pretend I didn't hear the bell go. And read fanfiction for the rest of the period xDDDD Argh...next Tuesday is the big move. I'm not looking forward to it, but hey... I should be alright. No internet for two weeks though; thank god for mobiles and international phone cards. I would miss Hikari, Envy, dae-mama, Prido and Hikki-chan way too much without em! TTwTT Still, I'mma miss you all on here. This j

I dunno what to do with mysef these days. I used to have interest in things. Anime, music, chatting with friends, writing.... but I just.... can't bring myself to do anything anymore. Listening to music is basically the only thing I really have a great love of. When did this change? I sit there at lunch with my friends, sometimes away from them, and stare at the paper and nothing comes anymore. I put FMA into the dvd player and halfway through the first episode I'm wandering off to do something else. I basically only talk to my FG family now days... and even then, Aru's the only one at the moment I'm actually willing to concentrate on. (sor

Well, tis finally here. With or without my consent, I'm moving to my grandad's next weekend. You know what pisses me off the most about all this? The fact that everyone seems to find it in their best interests to make sure it's always in the forefront of my mind. "Melissa, remember to start packing your room tomorrow." "Melissa, I wanna be there when you sort your jewellery tomorrow; you have some thing sof mine." "Hey woman,I wan your old stereo, so leave it here when you move." Why can't they all just shut the FUCK UP!?!?!? I hate them all, I hate this! I don't even know why I'm so angry about this, I just am. Only consolation I can